My grip on life
was very tight
I refused to get hurt
surprised by life
I chose to suffer
to strive
if I never got it wrong
if I always made things right
As long as everyone liked me
As long as I never rocked the boat
I’d be all right
I’ll stay small, quiet
avoiding conflict
which meant avoiding life
and myself
and even You
You loosened my grip
shook my world
My body no longer
accepted
these ways
Its cries taught me
living is better
than controlling
I am still loosening
my grip on life
Each time
You
walk me through it
never tiring
of freeing me
from control


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