October 2023
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Knowing you
Looking back now I wonder if I truly saw you for ALL you were the good and the bad Because instead everything you were effected me Each word and action lensed selfishly There was no you Just me and all my needs all my insecurities To know you at all I had to let go Continue reading
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It wasn’t Perfect
Who would guess with just a little bit of space I would see it wasn’t perfect for you or me Trying to heal those wounds you can’t see no it wasn’t prefect for you or me Each conversation held contexts unseen Each reconciliation wasn’t enough for you or me We tried our best but in Continue reading
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Loss of you
Saying goodbye to you leaves empty spaces places where you’d make a joke or send me a smile A morning void of good mornings Once upon a time knowing someone like you woke up thinking of me The day now stretches out with endless silence and my evening no longer holds a good night from Continue reading
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Goodbye
You swept me off my feet with your incredible care care I had never experienced How could I not try dream hope? But I was not ready for you and that’s ok Sometimes I love you means saying goodbye Continue reading
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Outside the Church
Their stories are accepted and embraced I am a disgrace I turned my back on ministry I question things I have been taught I am dissatisfied with the imperfect life because I was told perfection looked like marriage to a “Christian” man children to take care of or a total sacrafice of my single life Continue reading
About Me
An obsessive journaler who loves meeting others along their journey and giving them a hand to hold through pieces of writing. I write about the heartbreaks of life and the joys, the ups and downs, and I often learn my greatest lessons and miracles from nature.
Joyful Ruins 