Sometimes it feels like
I can’t catch my breath
I barely get my feet on the ground
or get my head above water
when I am caught off guard
or pushed down again
It feels never ending
And this is complex trauma
Repeatedly pushed under water by life
without a chance to breathe deeply
So now
everything difficult feels
insurmountable
feels like your being pushed under again
Even if
you’re give the chance and time to breathe
you don’t know how to
because you’re so used to drowning

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