I seek strong feelings
outside me
Looking for spectacular moments
So stunning
I have no way to deny
how perfect it is
Or I hope and ask
and dream
of someone else
telling me
“This is right”
BUT
they’ve been wrong
and only this internal compass
the one inside
that whispers
and guides
The one that can be
bursts of brilliant colors
or just a quiet afternoon
on a blue sky day
Inside has always guided me
Inside has always known
but trusting that is still hard
Trusting that takes time

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