love
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Love is not Passive
You think because you say you “still” love them and show them kindness that you are good But your silence in the face of their suffering Your vote against their life Your blank eyes and trite answers in their questioning of their worth is killing them You can’t just passively love them because love is Continue reading
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Hunger
There was a time I knew that no one cared not enough to seek me out or listen not enough to….. That may be one of my greatest wounds even now I experience that not enough Not enough to ask me how I am Not enough to read my words Not enough to say hello Continue reading
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Who?
Every day I showed up for them Messages Presence Encouragement Love I would not miss one day but when my time came for their love to show up for me it failed I embody love to everyone but who embodies love to me? Continue reading
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Deconstruction Reconstruction
I am just a sinner dirty and bad undeserving of love no worth apart from God depraved and selfish in need of saving and constantly failing I do my very best which is enough I am safe as I am safely loved I am wonderfully made and I love myself and others My worth is Continue reading
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My Fragile Self
Before I came here I was fragile and I don’t think that is bad My fragility came from acknowledging pain I had ignored for years I entered this new chapter with courage and apprehension SO afraid it wouldn’t meet my expectations and it didn’t lonely stressed pushed out of my comfort zone again and again Continue reading
About Me
An obsessive journaler who loves meeting others along their journey and giving them a hand to hold through pieces of writing. I write about the heartbreaks of life and the joys, the ups and downs, and I often learn my greatest lessons and miracles from nature.
Joyful Ruins 