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Fix Inside
Everyone used to tell me there was something wrong with me My feelings were problematic MY experiences a fantasy My fantasies silly Eventually I walked away from those people trying to tell me I need fixing but that message stayed internally No one tells me anymore that something is wrong or I need to be Continue reading
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Emotions
Please don’t fix me let me feel My feelings are deep like the ocean as colorful as the flowers of the world I seek beauty outside myself and all the time there’s been beauty within I long for the colors I see outside the peacefulness of a trickling stream When all along my emotions bring Continue reading
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A Flower in the Forest
I feel like a beautiful flower planted in the darkest corner seeking the sunlight to grow suffocated by the darkness the needs of the plants around me I feel beautiful and magnificent yet hidden and overlooked I feel like I have so much to give but I’m overwhelmed by the thought of giving How does Continue reading
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God in Me?
I still think of You when a door opens I wonder if You’re leading, aligning, working But when I pigeon hole You into giving me a specific path it’s easier to be disappointed or mad when that path doesn’t work I make You my scapegoat I blame You I throw away intuition, love, compassion, and Continue reading
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Always a Rose
The flowers are out again I can’t help but see they struggled too and waited slept retreated into darkness They changed transformed and hid But look at them no less beautiful Different than they were the year before yet still a daffodil or rose lily or tulip Continue reading
About Me
An obsessive journaler who loves meeting others along their journey and giving them a hand to hold through pieces of writing. I write about the heartbreaks of life and the joys, the ups and downs, and I often learn my greatest lessons and miracles from nature.
Joyful Ruins 